de makings of da perfectionist-

2009-08-17T23:16:00.003+08:00

yes. another friend knocking on my door announcing their departure from blogger..

oh my.
im really ready to move too.
all the unblogged photos..
seriously jialat heh.
so here. we go

im off to tumblr too.
it's the same name just different website.

its http://purfectioniist.tumblr.com/.

hunt me thr.
HAHAS.

peace outxbxxzxzxx HAHAHAHAS.

but all my memories are here =( frm back than til now. rawrs.. oh well.
buhbye.

2009-08-13T07:54:00.002+08:00

i cant take it anymore i reached my limits.
after so many none regular sleep nights and the whole of last night i really reached my limits.

at 7am i did a time check.
i am still sort of storefront and pboard.
and i started crying nonstop uncontrollably.

i need to stop crying.
interesting how tired i am yet how active my tear glands are.

2009-08-11T20:05:00.001+08:00

got to hang in there.

2009-08-09T23:27:00.002+08:00

Just got back frm Uncle Poh Teck's 80th birthday heh.

you know how they say it's always about how people make a difference to an event?

I seriously thought i was gonna rot my butt off there but at the end of everything i had a whole lot of fun!
AHHAHS apparently uncle has been training his karaoke skills for this big day and yes!
We had a mighty big karaoke session in church. If u know my church u would know karaoke is a mighty big event HAHAHS.

We sang up a storm i tell u. Uncle Poh Teck started with his hokkien songs.
Initially it was dead boring. According to my brother i must have had too much brownies LOL.
I APPARENTLY WENT SUPER HIGH LOL. and it got everyone relax and started laughing and being more of themselves.. after uncle got tired.. THE REAL FUN BEGIN

HAHAHS . Aki brought this mike thingy that has songs in it. and boy oh boy it was singing madness HAHAHAHS . It ended at 1030 (yes we are law abiding people) with the kids wrapping up with the beatles. HAHAHAHS.

yellow submarine and all my loving.

GUESS WHAT THE LAST SONG WAS.
rofl.
JINGLE BELLS lols.

anyways we all had loads of fun x)

and yes we did the classic YMCA DANCE .
its soon becoming the MUST SING song of wcoc.

whahahahahahs.
K NOW.
officially back to work work work!

i wanted to upload photos =( but bloggger is being nasty again.
bahs.
oh well no photos than

2009-08-05T22:34:00.001+08:00

Kotex is finally done and over with.
our whole class did awesome but photos cant be up
i wish i could everyone put in so much effort larhs!

oh well heh
watch out for the ones kimberly clark likes to be on the shelves lol..

next up?

oh my camera packaging.
and subs.

2009-08-03T22:45:00.002+08:00

suddenly i feel like crying.
i want all this to stop
what have i done to deserve this?

now i want a bf.
LOL

*inserts miserable smile*

2009-08-03T21:17:00.002+08:00

sigh

after getting home with my huge bag and plenty of stuffs on my hand
after getting in being tired and all from the day's work and all i get is

wah where you go. go buy thing again waste money ar.

urgh.
my feeling? indescribable

i so much wanted to just flare up .
i'm so tired of all this it's only been two days and im freaking tired of the treatment alrdy

guess what?
i got a lifetime more to go.

wow wee.

it's okay if you are not supportive.
just leave me alone
and not rub in with sarcastic comments after my long and tiring day.

just because i dont go to a office and get work done does not mean that i dont get tired too.

2009-08-01T11:39:00.002+08:00

moneymoneymoney.

heh expose liao.

all the hidden cost of design school.
all these while i've been covering for myself cause i know if i were to claim i'd most likely get screwed for getting into design sch.

and that did it yesterday.
my mum checked my bank account.
and she blew. the heavy expenses

for a moment she started speaking about if she knew it would cost so much she wont have agreed to me studying design. I was so freaking afraid she would ask me to give up design.. i was shaking with fear.

For the first time i realise how much design meant to me.
at that moment all my mind was thinking was if nt design what.
and i could not think of anything.

and i remember what my dad used to tell me.
girl, money is not a problem if you do what u like and u enjoy it. daddy will support you.

there is a reason why i try to cover all my expenses myself.
there is a huge reason why i not open my mouth to ask for money
i was trying to delay this day from coming

funny thing?
im willing to work for my own expenses it's them who dont allow.

2009-08-01T10:12:00.002+08:00

oh my i lost it yesterday was suppose to take a 15 mins nap..
and i never wake up til this morning.. apparently 12 days of 2hours nap each is my max.

hahas.

i still got alot to do so i better get working..

been having alot of sit and chill til sky turn dark sessions.
i love it hahs.
it make me feel less stressed up.

and somehow i feel much better heh.
like im not alone in this world
going through everything im going through..
there are others too with far more stuffs on my shoulder than me.

oh well somehow everything will work out i guess.

i've been thinking alot lately in between my heavy workload.
it's time i let go of the anger i have pent up in me.
and just do what im supposed to do i guess.

oh well =)

time for change.

2009-07-30T21:29:00.002+08:00

i feel so accused
and unjustified

i am very sure i never mistaken her words.
was very sure she said i just have to rework not resubmit.

urghhh.
=(

why wud i not submit my work when im aiming for a 3.5 gpa!?!?

im not that dumb maa =(((

anyways.
yesterdays dinner and chat session with fiona at our now considered fav hangout was super awesome.
went food packaging "research" today was funny. and . we were fasinated by ion...

need to go back again

and i visited granny's today.
and sighs. issues issues issues.

oh well.
hang in there ehh.s

2009-07-29T23:19:00.000+08:00

business is finally over and done with.

its the final lap for all.
rushrushrushrushrush.

2009-07-28T22:37:00.001+08:00

i'm a vampire vampire vampire vampireeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

lol k pardon me for the randomness
hahs!

so much to dooooo zomg.

i love my zebra pad.
like sexy k
LOL

heh heh

more randomness.

tml's bombing day
the business bomb would be thrown I CANT WAIT.

2009-07-28T04:38:00.002+08:00

im going nuts.
the entire business report is driving me up the wall.

LIKE ZOMG PLS.

sy gave me a huge chunk of info and help
literally baby feeding me
cause i was so overwhelmed by everything and our lack of information and details and whats not

and i really need sleep.
but i cant.

keeeeeeep awake alina
keep awake.

2009-07-27T22:06:00.002+08:00

funny how school is still fun tho we're stress like mad
LOL apparently its the company ehs.

the 5 of us went mad doing business
total hilarious.

well i hope we all get a good grade ehs.
our sleepless nights better be of good use HAHS.

andandand the hols are approaching.
should i say i cant wait?

i would need that break>.<
but i know id prolly be busy trying to keep myself occupied than LOL

2009-07-27T02:54:00.004+08:00

suddenly i wanna experience the feeling of having my heart racing as fast as speeding cars
and peeking from the corners of my eyes.
i wanna feel the feeling of the secret longing and the heavy burden to not spill the beans
the secret only me, my eyes and my heart knows.
the flutter that comes everytime you come right around the corner
the basking in happiness that no one knows but me.

a secret. my secret.

Will that feeling ever come back?
lols somehow i got a feeling its long gone.
no one can make me feel that way again huh.

Im waiting for that day this feeling come catching onto me like some summer breeze.
til than.

I'm a busy girl.
very busy one to add.
=)

goodbye.

2009-07-22T09:29:00.002+08:00

It's the forth day now that i have only 2 hours of sleep every night.
But surprisingly i'm not as tired as i was yesterday perhaps my body's registered to little sleep idea already.

Oh well.
sleep eh sleep maybe tonight.

=D

and and and

someone's getting on my nerves idk why. it just bugs me.

and datelines are drawing nearer and nearer ho hums. we all just need to hang in there a while moreeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-07-22T09:29:00.001+08:00

slept an hour only last night.
freaking tired alright

i wanna sleep sleep sleep.
right now. can?

2009-07-21T20:45:00.002+08:00

oh my. look at her legs! hothothot.

im tired. This week's a marathon and we all have to pull through
we got infog's mid crit and miss lee's pad design sketch handed in
tomorrow would be photojo's mid crit.

and thur's we hav retail merchandising mid crit.
heh heh . i feel tired alrdy LOL.

2009-07-20T01:03:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wonder if people remember if i am a human too
and i have feelings as much as they do.

sometimes i wish humans could be more thoughtful and start thinking about others first
than again i myself commit the same mistakes.

i wish you would think about how i feel before you make your next move
cause sometimes i really feel like throwing aside everything we have before and just move on.

when it gets too tiring it is that easy to say goodbye
all it needs is for patience to run out.

and i sincerely hope that day wont come.
but...

what if it does?
are we prepared for the worst?

2009-07-19T22:17:00.002+08:00

I seriously need theraphy .

I got no idea whats wrong with me but I seem to have this sleeping problem LOL.

It's either i dont slp much or when i sleep. I CAN'T SEEM TO STAY UP like totally crazy.
I seriously need to get work done esp when this week's mid crit week. urghhh.

went to geylang with irah on sat and it seriously was scary when it started to turn dark k like for once in my life my brain tells me dont even try to pretend to be brave just run run run LOL.

anyways today was another muaythai photography session. and yes im tired now gggg.

LOLS

i need to. find a way to keep my lids from shutting.

2009-07-15T11:50:00.003+08:00

the book is the next thing i would read. if i get around purchasing it and finding the time to read it. one of the heartwrenching stories i spotted at the bookstore..

the postcard picture is one of my favs i set my eyes on at the pretty cafe/store me fiona and irah stumbled upon. picture does not do justification.

next 3 photos were taken at the mint museum's cafe. awesome place and ambience with fab food and superb cheesecake that is not too sweet.

top 2 were random photos taken with bal and ahmad!

2009-07-15T09:38:00.009+08:00

2009-07-15T09:38:00.004+08:00

I've been falling asleep with darien beside me for the past few nights.
It really has become if alina's status is away she's asleep LOL.

I need to stop sitting on my bed now x)
Apparently i moved on to a whole new level, it no longer takes me to rest my head on a pillow to knock out. heh. All i need to do now is to sit on my bed LOL...

Hmm..
I've been weird today since i cant remember when.. people everywhere has been asking me if i am alright . i am said to be not myself recently LOL.
like i dont look fine really meh?

larry said it's like my inner hyde is showing.
like errrrr LOL ABIT EXTREME AHH lols.
im not evil just quiet x=

2009-07-13T23:47:00.002+08:00

eventful day HAHS.

ransomes was fine. showed him the pictures i took
gt a few good shots but need to take somemore...
so i'd be going back..
this time i guess id borrow irah's cam to try

after sch headed to bras basah to get supplies.
me bought greyboard about to cut it anddddddd i cut myself
it was a really fast thing before i knew it i was bleeding i dint even know what to do.
LOLS as usual ask an unexpecting person the sales guy i cut my finger how ar LOLS.

i think he freaked more than me he disappeared and came back with cotton wool so much help ehhs -.-
in the end i went to the clinic and had to wait an hour before i was attended to. while registering i still had to listen to this phone convo about where to alter jeans . pissed was i okay me bleeding u pick up phone talk about where to alter jeans I SMACK U AR.

lols

than after tt we went to this really neat place that i LOVE.

and after that we had awesome food at the mint museum's cafe.

AND YES . we should try make once a week we go to some place fancy and lepak okay =DD

2009-07-13T04:14:00.002+08:00

i think cook's voice is damn sexy
lols.

dont ask me why.
i like the roughness.

i was supposed to be doing research on damien rice for subs.
somemore one thing led to another..
i saw damiens's cover of creep which led to cook's ex band axium's cover of creep
and now im addicted

LOL.
i want you to notice

2009-07-13T01:57:00.002+08:00

i lazy to change domain.
LOLS i guess im just gonna stay here and tide it over with blogger.

went muaythai practice again with wilson
much better shots this time but i guess i have to go back again =//
cause.. too much is better than too little ehs.

anyways i wonder why i was so afraid of muaythai before.. it really aint that bad
LOLS. weird thinking of mine. and i weighed myself and i put on more weight LOLS.
im no longer underweight alrdy x=x=

i seriously am starting to scare myself.

HAHAHHAHS.
i need to start work .

2009-07-10T00:18:00.004+08:00

my friends are turning away from blogger.
aparently blogger has been a bitch to them x=

heh lols
all the picture upload problems.
and yeap its failing me now LOLS.

so yes. after so many years on blogger im considering a permanent change.
heh should i?

my unconventionally conventional CD packaging.

2009-07-09T17:28:00.002+08:00

guess what this entire week ive been cabbing to sch =(
no not cause im reach okayy..

apprently my painkillers are so good that i cant wake up x=x=
lateeee all the time.
i totally knock out once i take it .

bahhhs i should stop taking it.
and bare with the pain instead i guess.
im waiting for time to pass, meeting leen for dinner.....

and and and.
i went with wilson ytd for his muay thai training.
facinating i would say i took quite alot of shots. only only a few shots i like... lightings was quite badd

=( shutterspeed not high enough.
and iso only makes it grainy. me need to compromise..
or -.- like what barnabas asked me to get a d700 -.- go whr find money LOLS.

2009-07-06T11:23:00.000+08:00

It's a bad day.. rawrs.
I knew it was coming when my eye twitched early in the wee morn.

oh well.
i did an ann. LOLS.
I worked all the way til 6 decided to have an eye shut next time i knew it was 845.

LOLS
madrush.
Hopped on the cab expecting to reach as usual in 15 mins.
But MR. CAB for some reason thought that i said republic poly.
I SAID NANYANG POLY =(((( . than he said he'd take 40 cents off my bill like roll eyes.
he was really nice he drove damn fast and everything but i think he just has problems with his ears...
I told him specifically to exit from lentor ave. and he took me by the path off clara's house. ARGH. it's like quite far away leh ggggggg.

and. i paid 17.
it's like 7dollars more than the usual price. rawrs.

=(((

oh well me teeth pain.
drinking milo made it feel better a weeeeee bit but sad.
lols. me want a hug. rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrs

2009-07-04T23:15:00.003+08:00

third post of the day LOLS.

just got back from dinner with the usuals. not HAHS.
u see this time it wasnt yuyuan but boonkiat .
ate alot as usual but i think the week before's was more fulfilling? in a way i guess.

after my bath i was bloghopping and i went past this guy's blog.
i dont know who he is personally but i do frequent his blog quite often and i saw this

I believe everything should have a closure, an end, especially relationships...

agree? HAHS.
some may beg to differ but this applies greatly to me.
I am one who needs closure to everything before i move on.

so heh. plenty a times reason why i make mistakes is prolly due to the fact there wasnt any closure. not only to relationships... to everything.
I wonder why... is that closure so impt? apparently to me in my life it is evident.

2009-07-04T17:29:00.002+08:00

i was supposed to do editing but idk how or why i ended up at my blog reading past post.
LOLS.
It sure dint take 5 years for me to be able to laugh at how young and naive i get.

i found something i found from dunno where back than tho

长大后。。。
人长大了就会有越来越多的没有
有越来越多没可能瓣到的事
长大后也有越来越多没办法回应的话
长大后有越来越多没有人照顾的时候
长大后有越来越多没理由的爱情挫折
人长大后真的有好多的没有
但是让人长大的也是这些没有

it applies and as our age advances it gets more and more real.

I read all the emo post.
LOLS

one year ltr i read what i wrote one year earlier and i laugh LOLS.

One has to grow up ehs.
and it makes us see things in a different perspective.

Maybe I'm not that slow at digesting stuffs anymore HAHAHS.

2009-07-04T13:21:00.003+08:00

i woke up.
and everything feels bright and cheery
=D i hope it stays a long while i havent felt like this sinced forever.

the sleep was awesome.
the rouse when i have enough sleep was awesome.
waking up thinking about yesterday was pretty awesome too.
lunch with the non bickering mum and bro was awesome as well.
and so is chatting with someone i had lost contact with for so many years.

whats left is later. i hope its as awesome too =DD

am happy.
real happy.

like.
in love kind of happy
which is kind of sick.
cause im nt in love LOLS.

im just a happy happy kid.
the emo one is back on the bleachers for awhile.
=)

good day people hope u are just as cheery as i am =D

2009-07-03T23:52:00.002+08:00

i shock myself today lols.
so hmmm?
shall see heh.

and i think my borderline anemic aint so borderline anymore.
before i left home i hate the blacking out moment but i brushed it aside thinking it was due to hunger. But i guess not cause it only got worst later in the day.

bahs.
im tired but i slept most of today shud i wake myself up or shud i slp hmmmmm.

2009-07-03T05:59:00.001+08:00

guess what.
i'm turning nocturnal LOLS.
i sleep in the day and wake up in the evenings.
pretty soon i'd start on my blood diet but that might wait awhile tho.

Today, I was in my new boyfriend's apartment for the first time.As I was flipping through his photo albums, I came across one full of disturbingly candid pictures of me.I found some as early as my trip to the state fair, three years ago. I met my boyfriend two months ago.FML

i find it hilarious LOLS. but abit too creepy.

2009-07-02T02:06:00.002+08:00

i know you wont be reading this but...

finally after so long our mess cleared up. Its a pity how we all never knew what exactly happened, it all happened too fast and in a blink of an eye we all grew up. I wish this day came sooner but i'm relieved anyway. For this day i dreamt so very long, you meant a whole lot more than any other. When we fell out it was like losing a part of myself. All these years i carried the weight around, the burden and the heartaches.
It's sad how we never would be the same again. I really missed those times, the times we shared. The things we did together the times we called and chatted through the night. Seeking solace when our boyfriends failed us.

Babe, thanks for all the memories.. and thanks for setting me free... from the guiltrips i so often give myself.

you were the sister i never had... take care.....

2009-07-01T22:53:00.002+08:00

Go through every sdn student's blog and i bet you cannot miss out on the horrible complains of how lousy our e-learning "portals" are.

Nobody knows if they're online and the "portal" is basically a ghost town HHhahahs.
Quite interesting to see, i am really amused.
A look at this and you can tell, " AHA! this truely is a design school product." We can design, but we cnt come up with portals and stuffs cause tts not in our line! lols..

Anyways.
This extra week has been god sent! Me had my replenishment of sleep and am feeling soo much better now. School work is still in a pile but well i got energy! HAHAS.

Was watching mtv a few days ago and the Micheal Jackson tribute thingy came on and lols i just sat and watch.

Mind you I'm not that much a jackson fan, prolly afew of his famous humanitarian songs and others and oh ya my "You are not alone..' but thats it. So yea i was ranting the day before abt how people who werent fans of his suddenly overnight became fans "mourning" over him quite ironic to me. When he's alive you're laughing at him for being a pedo and all the plastic crap and now he's dead u get all sad LOLS. Be consistent okay..

My bro sat down beside me, both of us with our eyes glued on the really interesting mtv video infront of us (i cant rmb which song it was) and my bro said, "eh dont cry leh LOLS." and we started talking about how we are not big fans and discussed about what are the few songs we like.

Suddenly he went, "I KNOW THE ONE SONG! Heal the world. it gives goosebumps." and next thing we know it was on with micheal jackson's voice reallly sending the shivers down our spine. We just shuddered LOLS and stoned the whole song through LOLS. After it we just cont. with what we were doing before that. weird HAHAHAHS.

HAHAS MJ made me and my bro watch tv together LOLS.
we dont watch much together cause we're both mostly cooped up in our own rooms, or rather worlds . lols

2009-06-30T03:52:00.002+08:00

was watching a show and this question was raised.

Where does love go when it's gone? It refers to couples after they break up.

The guy replied, it disappears down the drain.

Heres what the lady said: It doesnt disappear, It becomes us.
When i was in love with you i took in everything about you. Your hobbies, your likes, the food you like the music you listen. And after everything ends all this stays with me and it becomes who i am.

Breakups hurt alot but they are what makes us man and women.
After experiencing the pain, you finally go up and be able to proudly declare you know what love is. The next one comes, even better than before bigger crazier waiting to sweep u off your feet again.

Interesting huh.
Questions and answers like these makes me think... as always >.<
Whoever you are be it i know you or you're just some random passerby, I hope everyone reads this and ponder over it a second or so.

After hearing the above.. my response was just to go into a daze. Flashbacks and all heh.

goodnight=)
im off to bed.
sweetdreams to all.

2009-06-27T22:21:00.002+08:00

What started as a oh-no-i-gt-to-go-print-again din't turn out that bad.
i laughed my ass off again. Other than the usual makan gang i dont think anyone else can crack me up as much as them, they are total nonsense. LOLS. boys will be boys the dumb things they do.

anyways i bumped into Ms ratnah surprise surprise she dint change muchh
and her baby is cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. x)

did i mention? lols i bumped into LCY and his gf on the train.

and i ate and ate today =x=x
LOLS

2009-06-27T11:58:00.003+08:00

Something's different.
I can feel it, strange as it seems i quite like it.
After a period of disappearance, suddenly you're back.
It's like having found your old childhood toy, the sense of familiarity.

Im not lost.
trust me i'm real clear.
I'm just weighing out my options.

heh i like speaking like this.
How people can sit infront and this page and guess all day what i mean
when actually three quarters the time their guess is wrong.
I like how my solace remains my solace cause of the way i choose to reveal things.

like someone always says.
No matter how matured you think you are when you look back 5 years from now you will still laugh at how immatured you were back than.

2009-06-26T03:38:00.002+08:00

slept alot.
talked alot today..
heh i sat at my fav. spot
havent done that in a very very very very very long time.
the one near my home nt rp's park.

weird as is it.
i wondered how we ever had a past LOLS.
we talk like friends has always been that way LOLS.
weird weird weird.

2009-06-23T23:48:00.003+08:00

u know what?
did you know that you have an nyp email acc?

that is if u are a yr2/yr3 student in nyp larhs.

wanna see it?
go to nyp student login.
login.

scroll down the links part.

see the link email?

click on it.
password is your nric =)

and you know what?

now to test how many ppl read my blog LOLS KIDDING LA
READ THIS CLICKCLICKCLICK U WONT REGRET I SWEAR unless u nt nyp student la HAHS
http://938live.sg/portal/site/938Live/menuitem.43735da1634c4377d21b2910618000a0/?vgnextoid=1b16cbe3eeb02210VgnVCM1000001f0aa8c0RCRD&vgnextchannel=18d2638896593110VgnVCM100000e101000aRCRD&mcParam=18d2638896593110VgnVCM100000e101000aRCRD

2009-06-22T21:01:00.002+08:00

backkkk from the long museum hopping day.
brought the trip forward cause tuesday have to go to school and do my CD packaging.

andandand photojo's topic is undergoing chances.
roars.

and i think i got food poisoning heh

2009-06-21T18:12:00.003+08:00

EXHIBITION DETAILS - Singapore Stop

Jun 11 - Jun 23
Mon - Fri 11am - 7pm / Sat 1pm - 5pm
Venue: Lomographic Embassy Singapore
12a Liang Seah Street Details: Open to public, free admission

x=x=x=

this tueday!!! anyone up to it!??
wanna join me ? =)
it's a photography exhibition photos taken by lomos.
how about that. heh

2009-06-21T16:40:00.001+08:00

i wanna shop

i wanna shop

i wanna shop

i wanna shop

i wanna shop

i wanna shop

i wanna shop

i wanna shop

i wanna shop

i wanna shop

i wanna shop

i wanna shop

i wanna shop

i wanna shop

i wanna shop

i feel really deprived.
=(
i want my fun too.
but how to have fun when u're busy feeling the guilt of work undone.

sick.
totally sick.

2009-06-20T14:43:00.002+08:00

I spent the whole morning digging up MYMP's albums and just a little information they are a philipino band that does acoustic.
A lazy afternoon with acoustics and slow and easy illustrator work almost perfect HAHS =)

2009-06-18T20:45:00.003+08:00

I din't sleep a wink last night. Wait, maybe i did a 2 hour nap that scared the hell out of howie cause i din't seem like i was going to wake up ever and VC0802 has a "date" with subrina at sch the next morning.

Surprisingly that night was preeetttyy smooth. I had my totally stoned moments but it all worked out well. Dad woke up and dad left. Mum woke up and nagged as usual. I turned around don't ask me why but i got shocked by the colour of the sky. No it wasn't anything out of ordinary, infact it was way ordinary but somehow or another i expected it to be. Black. weird

Did a last minute check to make sure my word document was alright and thank god i checked my photos just disappeared. I did my panic dance and everything else was a blurry after. I snapped at my brother, i flew to the cab stand. I spoke chinese to a malay taxi driver, and i happily told him, "uncle,我赶时间可以驾快点吗" apparently i spoke a tat too fast and he din't manage to catch that line cause 3/4 throught the journey i told him 转右 and he went huh!? and spoke english. But anyways he drove fast and i got my printing done.

BUT. only to find out that Subrina was only coming in at 9.30
fml.
I totally cabbed for nothing. I could have trained to yck and stroll to the printers and walk at dating pace to class AND STILL BE FREAKING ON TIME.

Smart ehs.
Anyways.
I hope sub wont ask us to rework on it.
I'm seriously sick of it.

Had breakfast with daphy before she went off to find the boyfriend.
And I .. yes I. trained home. dozed off damn unglamly on the train and i couldnt be bothered.
and i went home. and sleep.

People's day started at 11?
i say mine ended at 11 x)

when i woke up the sky was black just the way i like it.
somehow something about the dark scares me, but it calls out to me too.
I wanna go on endless long walks to no where and just get lost.
I wanna just stare at you in silence and not have everything feel strange.

but who is the you?
The faceless soul at the back of my brain.

freaky.
freaky but true.

2009-06-17T22:47:00.002+08:00

alina just realised that she is an unhealthy workaholic.

alina did not finish her dinner and neither has she finished her coffeetable book.

alina just realized that problems and stress concocts a really weird mix of emotions.

alina just realized that she should learn to take things as they come.

alina just realized that emotions should be controlled by the human and not viceversa.

alina doesnt know how to control her emotions.

alina thinks that her life is pretty screwed.

alina thinks that playing emo songs right now is crazy.

alina thinks she should start doing her work.

alina thinks she rather be in school right now.

alina thinks she doesnt want to ever think again but she cant.

alina thinks..

alina sucks...

alina sucks evenmore.

2009-06-17T10:35:00.003+08:00

he had me question my mind for awhile
HAHS.

yes it was a passing thing.
for a few hours.
my mind was shortcircuited.

thankgod.
if really scared me.
how is it possible after so many years LOLS.
unless my senses are slowly turning retarded or im just mad HAHAHS.
but it proves im fine x)

2009-06-16T13:04:00.002+08:00

the weather is crazily awesome today
the kind u wish to wake up and see your boyfriend right beside you and than cuddle and back to dreamland again.

BUT NOT. i have to be stuck in bed with darien wondering what proj next to do.

to add w/o a bf LOLS.

AND HAVE MY BROTHER SNIGGER IN THE BACKGROUND ABT ME HAVING WORK TO DO DURING HOLIDAYS

=(((

2009-06-16T12:02:00.004+08:00

went back to sch yesterday with fiona shar howie aiman.
got things done finally a layout im pleased and i worked through the night with 3 spreads out heh =DD

met sy after that acc him get his touch pro 2 and than catch up.

the phone is super pretty lor othr than the fact its chrome on the sides.
i expected it to be full black anyways. still pretty =( i want lols.

something felt not right.
almost different.
you gt my appetite up
and im hungry.
you are from the past.
so stay from the past.

pls idthink so.
its just a passing phrase.
snap out of it.

2009-06-15T03:31:00.001+08:00

notice the difference?
LOLS
hmm the first two was taken in 2007
later one is recently. before the haircut

and this is now =/ LOLS
still think short hair is better? HAHAHAHAHS

was reading about sleepwalking and killing love ones stuffs

than i had itunes playing tears and rain and something went wrong lols.
memories got pulled up heh. and i started reading entires of the past.. LOLS
thank god i was doing all this in the dark or i bet id start pulling
up the box and look through stuffs again ahahs

somehow tears and rain brings memories .
and its one of my many many favourite songs.
weird huh. x)

2009-06-13T23:01:00.002+08:00

notice my eyes?
thats what u get after a week of less than 20hours of sleep plus one fully packed day.

=/

today was nuts.
woke up fed the dogs.
left the house.
go home.
bath.
off to kranji to meet sdn people off to sungei buloh.
rush home.
5mins to bath and get out of home.
rush to it fair got darien's ram uploaded.
rush to meet bal and the rest to stan and howie's performance.

heh
and i realized i havent eaten the entire day.
=// thank god i dint drink. i would have fainted or something
on my journey home i nearly fell over someone cause i was too tired to stand properly.

LOLS

for once im not gonna not listen to people and say narhs im fine i can take it LOLS.
cause my body is calling out to me and i need to slp .

nights.
awesome day tho.
meeting new people to the gig .
had fun =)

2009-06-12T10:45:00.003+08:00

finally.
submission of subrina's

GGG
i thought i was late.
i remembered nine .
i cabbed to sch
AND IT WAS 9.30 WTH.

urgh.
but oh well.
get it done and over with heh heh heh

byebye
coffeetablebook.
i hope you dont come back again

2009-06-12T10:45:00.002+08:00

im so tired.
that im going mad.

im not making sense
and i laugh at everything.

hello. im soon kueh.
what are u ? chee kueh? haha tutukueh

i need slp before i go flat out.
which is what will prolly happen tonight. at. i predict 1am LOLS

2009-06-09T22:33:00.004+08:00

yesterday and today is like the longest day ever.
HEH not in terms of hours but in terms of tiredness.

after lessons went job hunting with daphy.
or rather i accompanied her.
afterwards we went to hajilane to window shop up and down those steep flights of stairs.
AND I FELL IN LOVE WITH A PAIR OF OXFORDS..

zzz
why is it always about money LOLS.

than iluma to check out the new mall and than my granny's before home.

and seriously that pair of oxfords is stuck in my head now urghh =(

money money fall frm sky LOLS.

and i got cutthroated by shirlyn today.
she wants me to REVERSE MY infographics as in.. mirror reflect everything
OMGOODNESS. sayonara to my hols ehs.

gimme my brk.
i want my brk.
but .. no brk =(

my knee is hurting again all the climbing today =//
and i so wanna stay in a shop house like those on hajilane =(
the 3 stories kind. so that i can hav my "attic" as my own play den !!

2009-06-08T01:27:00.003+08:00

i was reading shar's blog and that did it
floodgates broke.

i snapped at my whole family today
i feel damn guilty

i felll like shit and i prolly smell like one tooo

i really reallly really find it damn hard to tahan
i love design sch i really do i love vc too i really do i love my class too i really do

but i seriously need a break.
even 1 week seems too far away.

like seriously i cannot tahan anymore..........

its not the time when i see a sinking friend and i try to carry them too.
i cant even carry my own weight.

i gt jello legs.
and jello heart

2009-06-08T00:39:00.003+08:00

im turning into an emo dinosaur.
seriously im tt close to losing it.
like pls god save me.
idk how to get thru all this i know i would but i seriously need major help and u to carry me through all this.

all i feel like doing now is to cry
cause thats all i know how to do when im stressed up and my mind refuses to work.
and im frustrated and trying to do everything at one go. and i end up blank.
and i feel like crying again
and i mope and i complain and i stare into space and i whine about being stressed and having not enough time i end up staring blank into space again totally zonking out
and i feel like crying again

sad. or sad
u decide.

2009-06-07T14:37:00.003+08:00

howie hates me.

HAH! DONT U LAUGH AT ME.
go to his blog and u would see HE HATES U TOO !!

lame.
anyways. yes i completed my infographics but i dint edit the stuffs ransome msged me to changed ytd... maybe i wud change some.. i fear to change too much i dont want it to end up looking like daphy's as in like the same idea u knoww.

i still gt my business, camera packaging, and retail shop ppt to fuss over.
im getting way paranoid. hmm am i the only one? why does everyone else seem to relaxed HAHAHS

anyways i got so frustrated and i
CHOPPED MY HAIR OFF.

yes u heard me i chopped it off
im nt pleased with it. BUT. i dont feel a thing when i all was cut off
LOLS i must be really stressed and sick of my hair LOLS.

my neck feels naked and cold now.
AND MY BRO STILL DINT REALIZE I CHOPPED MY TRESSES OFF YET.
i suspect he is blind . LOLS

2009-06-05T22:21:00.002+08:00

there's so many things i wanna do and so little time!
few projects have been delayed and oh thank goodness for that finally a breather.

the hols coming in a weeks time and it wont make much difference cause tho we would have our much needed catch up with sleep i think we are all too broke to have that much fun LOLS.

i seriously need a holiday job!

theres plenty much on my wanna do list now.

SAM photography exhibition.
learn to play the guitar. (dontaskmewhyisuddenlyhadthisstrongfeelingtolearnwhilebathingawhileago)
start my photojo.
photography trips. conquer mtfaber and the entire trail for real.
Kotex packaging.
Get business plan going and running. smoothly..
trip to arab street to buy my stuffs.
go K-ing with maggie and liling and drag irah and daphy along LOLS
sdn club more alive and going.
camera packaging prototype started.
NEWater infographics.
retail and space designing of museum shop.

than again so many things i wanna do i need company LOLS.
suddenly what fiona told her guy friend comes in my head, " u know girlfriends are multipurpose..."

if u dont get it nvm HAHAHS.

2009-06-04T11:26:00.000+08:00

my day doesnt get any better.
in fact it gets worst by the minute.

2009-06-04T07:39:00.002+08:00

as always.

nth surprises me anymore.
it's getting sadder everytime.

im fearing the day when i will just give up trying
cause i've have this mindset that the same thing is going to happen yet again.

though all the tiredness
i managed my first dream in a long while
i slept at four.

as always.
i find myself waiting for things that never does comes.

2009-06-02T15:49:00.008+08:00

stress stress stress stress stress.
so much to do so little time.

heh

infographics is a question mark
-.- i was supposed to see her today! meet her after the trip back frm NEWater and.. she forgot.
BAHS.

and my coffeetable book is still...
inspiration-less.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

and after today we got 2 more new projects.
LOLS like when would projects not come in?

anyways we have the NEWater one for infographics and creative packaging.. for..

NEWater's is kindaa. =/ boring.
and creative packaging... is... for KOTEX
lols like yes it's for the company!

miss lee was going on and on about clients coming down and hurry us not to be late for lessons and stuffs and lo and behold! the ladies from kimberly clark.

suppose to help them design their packaging shalt eleborate tho.
but we all went through the pads pantiliners and tampons thingy LOLS AND IT WAS HILARIOUS. the whole class was amused including lecturers who were in the meeting with us HAHAS.

the 2 types of pads we are suppose to work on..

the tampons HAHS. MY FIRST TIME LAYING HANDS ON ONE. amusinggg lols.
so colourful also lor x) they... LOOK LIKE BULLETS HAHAHAS.

pads were passed around like it's free lor LOLS.

and i got to admit watching the response of the guys was hilarious!

2009-06-01T21:39:00.001+08:00

assure me pls.
tell me that this week would be much better heh.

hope these few weeks pass fast!
i want my break...

2009-05-31T16:54:00.001+08:00

i hope this week is a better week
for me.
for us.

hang in thr people.
we will pull through one way or another =D

2009-05-31T01:32:00.002+08:00

it's sad how no matter how tired we are
we can only convience ourselves this is all going to end soon
but this will only begin all over again sometime soon

and when we fall we all fall deep into this pithole together
and it doesnt make sense to try to get out can everyday u hear about someone else getting the same treatment as you did.

4 words.
welcome to the club.

the bright side?
you are not alone.

2009-05-30T11:25:00.003+08:00

some how i find it hard to be at home.
like even when im behind my doors in my room
i still dont feel as comfortable as the way i am in school
what happened to my safe haven... it got not that safe anymore.

and so u ask why i come home late
in my head i whisper cause home isn't where i'm safe.

the irony of all this?
she pays my school fees.
she pays for my now safe haven.

2009-05-28T23:49:00.001+08:00

we were laughing at how we took turns crying at night due to stress
and suddenly it all isnt that funny anymore.

2009-05-28T22:22:00.004+08:00

whatever la seriously whatever im going through the craziest time.
with sch work piling up to my neck .
just as my infographics and coffeetable book not doing well
got freaking attituded by some shitty service aunty and u had to add to it all when u knew
u knew what i was going through

i refused to do the damn laundry nt because i was lazy okay
I JUST DID NOT HAVE TIME TO DO IT UNLIKE U
yea i know u had a bloody long day at work
BUT GOODNESS LA U DONT HAVE WORK TML LOR..
least be nice give me time to do work la

WHAT IS THIS.
i told u i gt not enough time to slp and u say precisely all the more time to do housework cause i am nt sleeping anyway WTHELL.

im not a robot k.
and u had OF ALL TIMES U HAD TO CHOOSE THIS FREAKING MOMENT AND THROW ONE OF UR FREAKING MOMENTS AND DIG EVERY SINGLE WRONG DOING I EVER DID IN MY LIFE AND THROW IT BACK IN MY FACE.

I CHANGED ALL RIGHT.
compared to back than i freaking changed so much la
cant u ever see.

CANT I EVER BE GOOD IN UR EYES.
TILL THIS FREAKING DAY U THINK THAT IM THE LOUSIEST GIRL U EVER MET.

i know i deserved this back than
BUT NOW?
BUT NOW!???!

WHAT IS WRONG WITH U.
U ARNT EVEN THE ONE WITH THE BAD DAY.

u know what they say about speaking too soon?
remember what i once say. that life is awesome now
I EFFING TAKE TT BACK.

2009-05-27T01:27:00.002+08:00

it's 1.27am and i've yet to complained im sleepy or told someone i was going to take a nap and pls wake me up.

HAHS!

im still working on 2D3D caused im damn kiasi. IM TERRIFIED ID RUIN MY ACTUAL
that i did like 3 full coloured mockups -.-

and im still nt confident LOLS.

oh ya and the dateline is tml.
guess what I SPENT 20BUCKS ON PRINTING -.-

urgh.

i watched freedom writers just now . touching laaa.
i cried . LOL as usual i know. go find it somewhr off the net WATCHED IT.
dont think anyone would find it a waste of time.
but somehow to storyline reminds me of - to sir with love.
heh anyways.

HALF THE CLASS WASNT IN SCH TODAY LA.
the timely dispersal of flu bug? or the escapement of infographic's presentation?
u decide.

and miss lee was so nice larhs she gave us her lesson to do ransome's or shud i say she dint hav a choice it was all an automatic thing. she was telling ransome and he gave her a cute response LOLS. alright i let my students do ur work for one lesson okay LOLS!!!

what interesting lecturers SDN has... x)

mood: normalllll
song playing: secret valentine - we the kings

2009-05-22T22:45:00.002+08:00

we had a talk today by N.I.C.E a design company
and i really got to say it was impressive.
it's the first talk i sat in and dint fall asleep =x

what did i just say? pretend u dint see anything alright. heh

finally met up with kheesoon for the mentoring thingy
kick start packaging materials packaging thingy
gotten everything else checked with the lecturers im on the right track and know whr im heading but what comes between me and work is FATIGUE.

i need to re-learn the ability to control tt againnnnnn!

mood: sleeeeepyyyy
song playing: none.

2009-05-21T21:01:00.002+08:00

we went to asian civilisation museum today
really was a surprise to us as we all were thinking ransome would bring us to a mall either iluma or paragon but that was where we ended up HAHAS.

anyway was talking about paranakan stuffs and ransome was telling me i shud go learn from my granny so that i wouldnt let the tradition die off. and when i got home mum bought ONDEH ONDEH lols... signal yea to ask me learn LOLS.

i wan kuih kosui !!! right now craving*

mood: cravinggggggggggggg
song playing: have you ever - s club 7

HAHAHS S CLUB 7... reminds me of this morning......... hahaahs!

2009-05-20T19:30:00.002+08:00

i got caught off guard. wayyyyyy off guard.
i was totally shocked like too stunned for words.

but one thing im v clear of now.
I totally love my life now.
the last thing on my mind now is to get myself into another relationship. what problem and end up with all the drama and trauma.

just friends =)

HAHAS! i remember telling dayah guys are like piles.
In a relationship they can be real nice but once in a while they have to pop out of their niceness and be such a pain in the ass. and while they're at it - they can be a REAL PAIN IN THE ASS.
like big time. LOLS ... and it doesnt help even if u cut it off =/ the problem would never fully go away

LOLS NICE ANALOGY RIGHT HAHAHAAHAHS. GROSSED!

mood: surprisingly relaxed =)
song playing: randome stefani sun song i got no idea whats the title.

2009-05-19T21:45:00.002+08:00

today was a realllly cold day. something's gotten into the sch's aircon IT'S FREEZING COLD
totally madness. Wasnt as sleepy as yesterday today but was still hard to concentrate cause my fingers were unhappily numb and my mind refuse to operate under such fake harsh weather temperature. Even my contact lense decided to revolt cause it got too cold and too dry. =(

just like ann said. in secondary sch we complain about sch being too warm. now its the opposite.
another ironic statement add to the list. HAHS.

my hse is really quiet now. itunes is on and volume is like 4squares out of 16.
i dare nt switch it on too loud fearing it would break dad's line of concentration
=/ he's studying. heh LOLS

my turn now. to start work. =D smack me if i fall asleep pls.

mood: tired. as usual
song playing: goodbye - the corrs

2009-05-18T22:28:00.003+08:00

so right that it felt wrong?
hmm heh i bet everyone is feeling sleepy now
short day at sch and long hours at mt faber park
i kinda like tt place alot . one day im gonna finish the whole train
even if it means doing it alone. lols.
i really like being away frm the hustle and bustle of citylife.
i like the quiet.
company would be nice ofcourse. like today with irah and daphy ard =) me like heh.

it's tues.. and its wed tml!! means.... someone's baby will be home..

2009-05-17T22:35:00.002+08:00

i know i know i haven't been updating regularly and i'm sure u've come to my page a few times and thought to yourself ehh why alina never update.

LOLS . i think i hear shar seconding that.

anyways if u are thinking how exciting can life get with all the projects piling on top of me.
u are wrong =) i think amidst all the projects and craziness everyone just come together and try to keep each other sane by doing insane stuffs.

u get me? idthink so. but rough picture ehs.

seriously i would not be able to get by all the workload if it ain't for classmates who never fail to remind each other either intentionally or unintentionally.

sdn club is taking flight too and i really hope all goes well =D
really hope by this wed's meeting our first activity would be up!

so much to do and so little time.

__

on a side note. i've realized everytime i'm at functions with adults around they never fail to ask me which uni im studying at LOLS. and everytime i'm with people my age they never fail to think im 18 this yr . LOLS.. the adults need to see my crazy side ehs.

p.s i watched like 4 movies ytd CRAZY OR WHAT lols.

mood: sleeepy =x nt again..
song playing: falling slowly - Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova

2009-05-16T01:52:00.003+08:00

schools the usual
went to ecp after sch for teera's surprise party
turned out quite well but we din't stay long tho.
carried my really heavy bomb bag
and yes kj was right
my knees aching again it dint felt so walking back to the interchange.
but the moment i boarded the bus home. full blast. must be the air con ehs.

now it hurts so bad that i cant slp.
bahs.

2009-05-14T21:01:00.003+08:00

yesterday and today it all adds up to be a weird incident combo
and idk whr to even start from hehs

idk whr to start frm anyways =)

mood: tired hahas.
song playing: i will be - leona lewis

2009-05-12T02:12:00.000+08:00

i want a big fat giant teddy to hug to bed with
pretty pls.

2009-05-12T00:19:00.002+08:00

Trip to southern ridges was a flop =(
it poured . sad k

Met daphy and we had vegetarian.
yes u hear me VEGETARIAN. no u dint hear wrongly.
we walked in thr ourselves... it wasnt tt bad but i had this whole mock meat taste in my mouth that was pretty much self imagined HEH.

Anyways earlier on i had an episode of migraine yet again.
It haven't appeared in a while and i thought it went away not quite so huh. BAHS
It totally drove me nuts especially when i was in the train and this grown man placing his entire body mass on the stupid hanging handle causing the rubbing of rubber noise i nearly wanted to rip his body apart.

..

Have u ever felt like u were walking around in circles?
When every now and than an object from the past would just turn up and try to turn your whole life upside down.
When things that happens all feels like déjà vu. and yes so does the ghost of yesterday reappears.
When episodes replay over and over your my head. But plot never changes however interestingly the cast does.

its like a really creepy movie that focus entirely on only one scene.

..

as much as my life rock right now. it pretty much suck too.
LOLS

im a tough nut to crack. go figure.

mood: exhausted.
song playing: lost in your eyes - debbie gibson

2009-05-11T00:00:00.004+08:00

babe i know we havent been talking much lately
and i know u have your problems it scares me how problems
seems to surround you all the time and i wish if i could i would make them all go away.

I see the pain in you, the one u try so hard to cover up but thats all i can see when i look at you. I'm helpless cause i dont know how or where to start helping you with. And all i can do is avoid and try pretend everything is alright when it clearly isn't. I miss you alot even though we still laugh and crap cause it doesn't feel the same. I want the you that laughs with no worries.

I wish your problems would just all go away and that you would have someone who really cherishes you i hope you would stop making yourself miserable and sad. i wish and hope so many things.

i just wish the bad times would all go away.
i want the happy you back.

i want a big hug =(
god i feel so lesbiany now.
rooarrrs.

i think im stressed.

2009-05-10T21:13:00.008+08:00

I watched this from Joy's blog & it touched me.

All who are closer to me would know that when it comes to sexuality
im straight. totally straight.
I cannot stand when it comes to watching gays being intimate in public.
However I strongly feel that they have a right to love as well.
Infact i think that when it comes to relationships they are a step above all of us.
I think because of the objections that they face they are in fact stronger than the plenty get together and splits we see everyday.

After watching this i think i can be more tolerant with gays being intimate in public.
Like in the video this lady said Sexuality is only a small part of us.

mood: lost for words
song playing: wonderwall - oasis

2009-05-09T18:59:00.006+08:00

heh i havent blogged this entire week x=
so sorry huh this week was busy and tiring x) more so than usual due to the awesome weather to sleep in.
2D3D project is still on going.. CD packaging is still in the process.. Infographics proj is taking flight.. ransome's slide presentation thingy is done and over with.. sub's coffeetable book is on it's way..
lee's history of packing and kwok's camera packaging has yet to take flight and benson's ICA is due next friday.
played badminton with the rest on thrusday and i tell you even til now i can feel my body aching it certaintly dint help when i spent the entire day shooting at botanical garden too. the ache only adds on..
monday is another trip and if im nt wrong it's gonna be henderson waves again but this time the entire route.
and tomorrows mother's day and for once im prepapred and not rushing something out in the middle of the night =D

im dead tired.

mood: t.i.r.e.d
song playing: best i ever had - vertical horizon

2009-05-04T23:53:00.008+08:00

k someone told me to stop doing quizes so here i am.

i woke up really early today cause i dint wanna get caught in the long line thingy for the thermal checks. The weather today was so awesome that i really badly dint wanna wake up i forced myself up =( sighs.
anyways i happily reached school and walked up thru the stairs by the side and was wondering why nyp lied abt the temperature taking thingy and next time i know i was being marched off to the auditorium to go through the screening -.-
apparently the system has flaws and nobody plans on closing the side stairs. so.. if we try to sneak off eventually we hav to make a detour back thr again =.=

im seriously okay with the thermal checks i totally understand and all but the long lines and tapping cards to get into canteens is annoying me.
I remember telling people thats how singaporeans end up with the "everything also Q up mentality" It's actually funny to watch people having to Q to get into the canteen LOLS. but yes it's only funny now like TODAY. tomorrow it's gonna start being annoying =/

anyways enough of ramblings
did the usual lepak in school after lessons and yes tml! we're gonna have our harry potter "marathon" LOLS .

GONNA get pictures up.
including some frm yesterday's trip to nlb with certain peoplee.

mood:
song playing:

2009-05-03T02:08:00.000+08:00

theres a thunderstorm outside
and it scares the shit out of me =((

2009-05-02T23:48:00.004+08:00

OMG !

EVERYONE GO TO SHAR'S BLOG!
u see that!!

SEE THE TRAILER!?
MY SISTER'S KEEPER!!!

awesome book k.
and the movie is coming out on 26june09
i hope the movie is every bit as good as the book ** fingers crossed **

heh there's
wolverine . harry potter . sister's keeper . new moon
coming up this year SUPER AWESOME LARHS.

like my shi fu(mr tan khee soon) says if you cannot think of any ideas dont just sit and wait for ideas to come to you take a coffee break, go take a walk or catch a movie.
you might find inspirations from else whr

except the thing is.
i can predict when those movies come out I WONT HAVE INSPIRATION AND I WUD HAV TO WATCH EM SO THAT MY INSPIRATION WOULD COME.

LOLS!
wanna bet? >.< AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHS

mood: excited
song playing: breathe slow - Alesha Dixon

2009-05-02T21:18:00.002+08:00

i finally changed my blog song heh.
From a lullaby to another =x i really like this song so..
anyways i downloaded a bunch of effects for my photo booth wahahs more to camwhore with when monday comes!
spend entire yesterday and today with school work and trying to master hell's kitchen.
i got the homework side covered but hell's kitchen hmmmm. lets just say i need way way way more practise LOLS.
anyways. had a huge seafood feast on friday at bottle tree village and the crab was huge! and it was only a medium lols .. imagine the large!

schwork has been driving me crazy im so overwhelmed by everything good lord i need strength hehs. and patience with myself

anyways this is boring heh.
shall upload the pictures and i'd be gone.

mood: bahs.
song playing: tie a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree - tension (acapella)

2009-05-01T09:33:00.002+08:00

Morning people~ wow! havent slept so well in days!
heh . such a good feeling to wake up without the alarm clock ringing beside me.
=) but yes projects are still around so... rawrs i better get cracking.
anyways yesterday shar dislocated her jaw and lols the whole class got so worried x)
when she came back frm the dentist lols everyone fussed over her whahaahs.

everyone got shocked i guess, one moment she was beside me than happily yawning, next moment i heard a pop sound than shar had her lappy open and started typing. =x I helped her excused herself to the toilet. me and dayah kept turning our heads to see why shar's not back yet, than balkiah and dayah went to the washroom to check on her to subrina panicking and rushing her to shs but no resident dentist around to bringing her to her own family dentist. LOLS

what a day and you know what hahahs im sure everyone is going to blog about this X)

QUIT YAWNING! lols.

mood: refresheddddddd
song playing: piano man - billy joe

2009-04-30T08:49:00.004+08:00

i reached school at 835 today.
i think i get earlier by the day lols.
left home really early today just so i wont get caught in the Q with the thermal screening thingy.
Thank God i did that i got friends stuck in the Q at the auditorium now whaahs.
the weather was really awesome and i really dint wanna get up for bed

i can feel my eyebags now urghhhhhhhh.
i. wanna. sleep!!!

mood: sleeeeeeeeeeepy
song playing: your song - elton john.

2009-04-30T08:49:00.003+08:00

its 8.45 and im in school already enthu or what lols.
left home early today so... yea u get it.

dint blog last night cause. well usual excuse i was tired!
so now blog to make it up kays.
yesterday was the usual lessons than we had a meeting with larry after school and than stayed around around to do my work before heading home.

and i ate 2 dinner cause i could nt resist the temptation of koufu's egg tamago thingy lols.
havent ate thr in eons. the last time was.... last year..
hmm i shud stop im blabbering already.

goodday people.

mood: wake me up.
song playing: back to you acoustic - john mayer

2009-04-28T22:59:00.004+08:00

Life of a design student.

when work starts piling up
and you find yourself constantly lost
when everything sounds the same but aint the same
and you get frustrated
you know u're in vc0802
yes you're right vc0802.

and what do we do to combat all the craziness?
heh

CAMWHORE!!!!

2009-04-28T22:23:00.002+08:00

every now and than random guys have to pop out of no where and ask the stupid question
hi? do u talk dirty.

WHAT THE FISH OKAYYYY! do i look like i talk dirty?

my new reply is
YES I DO TALK DIRTY.
~~**inserts all kind of vulgarity i know**~~

i hate u
all u out there that dont know how to respect females.
AND ESPECIALLY DONT BE DUMB AND ASK YOUR FRIENDS FRIEND SUCH QUESTIONS.
CRAZY OR WHAT.

grrrrrr.
mad mad maddddd.

killjoy.

mood: pissed
song playing: save you - simple plan

2009-04-28T00:16:00.001+08:00

schools fun with all the laughters as usual =)
and yes. yr2 is camwhore year x)

ps. i like how larry, ransome and miss lee are all in the same room together.
it makes everything convinent HAHAS =D.

mood: sleepy
song playing: the best day - taylor swift

2009-04-26T23:29:00.002+08:00

havent blog in days heh
friday was really tired so dint update much
yesterday was in sch with daphy working on our work and had dinner with mum and u cant imagine the amount of funny stuffs that happened to us LOLS. laughed like mad.
today had church as usual afterwards went to my aunt's place to grab stuffs and met bal ahmad daph irah kj and kj's robin LOLS . anyways yup we got our artcard and grid sketchbook thingy
andd I GOT A NEW SKETCHBOOK hehe
anyways i enjoyed alot! all the laughter =)

mood: happy
song playing: watching taiwan drama x=

2009-04-24T00:53:00.002+08:00

im too tired to blog abt today heh x)

today was simply an awesome day with loads of laughter

from smelling candles to meeting at starbucks

HEAP LOADS OF LAUGHTER.

mood: worn out from all the laughing
song playing: stranger - secondhand serenade

2009-04-22T22:40:00.004+08:00

Alrighty im back here again! As usual everyday faithfully *fingers crossed*
Hehs anyways yeap it's another day at school and..yes we got work coming in now=)
Had chevardy and ransome this morning, another pop up card thingy but this time i guess more professional than last year's MERRY CHRISTMAS ehhs. x) I'm excited!! i cant wait to see the end result of everyone's work.. I know it sounds realllllll dumb we're at the beginning and i'm talking about the end alrdy =x yeaa. heh motivation ehs? HAHS

we had the usual introduction blabla and ransome showed us his really really cool pop up books.
It really blew us all alway.. it certainly isn't the kind of pop up books we see at the stores when we were kids, these were books that had really good graphics and yes crazy crazy effects i was really blown again and really made me wanna get to work quick! hahahs

hmm so tell me again who said paper was boring? think twice x)

after ransome's we had a real long break, had brunch at macs before we literally chilled( the aircon was FREEZING COLD LAA. ) at the library before our entrepreneurship lecture.
Entrepreneurship lecture was every bit as scary as it sounds. BAHS. it's gonna take alot of work and effort.. =/

after lecture the chapalangs left and i went with shar and the rest to level 6 to do what we do best x) lols stay in sch doing nth LOLS.
had a long chat with miss lee. andd we're trying to set SDN club but first we have to speak to the year3 to see if their keen x= after the long chat and doing nth we left at around 5ish 6?

BAHS.
the wind is howling outside my window =/ tt means awesome weather to slp!
SADD LA TML GT SUBRINA'S =( cnt slp in.. rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrs.

mood: sadded alrdy hahas
song playing: fields of gold - olivia

2009-04-21T21:44:00.002+08:00

its the second day of school

and yes the hols are as good as gone longg gone now
thinking back i really enjoyed my hols =) had loads of fun with my class peoples and making new friends and all. just too bad dates with leen never did work out x= this hols dint see u much ehs?
nvm thats a lifetime of opportunity i guess..

anyways .
i like school >.< i like being able to see my class on a daily basis again
and i like.. idk hahas. it tires me out but im happy =)

so far we had..
studio proj with ransome
info graphic and code design with shirlyn
and
creative packaging with miss lee.

heh tml wud be our first entreprising lecturer.
oh no..
lols not excited at all =///

oh yea i saw this show on channel 8 just now..
some husband stay home clean while wife take a break kinda show..
and omg the husband super super sweet la.
but anyways what matters most is everyday life right x)
why am i thinking of all this LOLS.

im going back to my books heh =D

mood: smiley
song playing: if you're not the one - david beddingfield

2009-04-20T20:15:00.002+08:00

first day of school was....... short. HAHAS.
it started at 9
had a few lost sheeps wandering around helped them had break
and an hours lecturer and off we went the end of a school day LOLS.

daphy and I found ourselves at cathay buying tickets for
confessions of a shopaholic
and killing time eating icecream and ben's and jerry's
and walking around before heading home pretty boring for a school day =(

ANYWAYS im gladdddd to see everyone again =D
but . im sure everyones upset with the small rooms =(
oh wells we hav to make do ehs.

ROARS

and THANKS DAYAH FOR.... the books!

and everyone else heh i hope yr 2 is as much fun as yr1 =)

mood: HAP - HAP - HAPPY =DD
song playing: wrong impression - natalie imbruglia

2009-04-17T23:01:00.002+08:00

i got all excited again cause of the awesome sky.
everybody go awww with me. 1 2 3. AWWWWWWWWW.
pretty right =DD

mood: HAPPY and peeling. LOLS
song playing: skyway avenue - we the kings

2009-04-16T02:14:00.002+08:00

I CANT GET ENOUGH OF THE SUN SEA SKY AND BEACH
I WANNA GO BACK SOON PRETTY PLS.

and ofcourse.
the super gorgeous photoshop looking sky better be thr!

2009-04-15T21:56:00.004+08:00

i dint get to go out today

okay i did to have lunch with ahmad at kfc cause i was craving for it and i wanted to get out of the house. we went to the library and overheard a soap opera audio version heh. some guy was crying telling whoever was the person over the phone how poor he was that he couldnt buy ciggys or a 50cent icecream cone. =x beginning i pitied him. It's like his crying plus cant buy 50cent icecream leh so sadd =(( ahmad whispered to me tt he can giv him ciggy... than after a few mins i heard this.. but i cnt work at macs cause its shift work and i got night class.
..but i cannot work at the toy store cause i'd be working in the day and lessons at night i'd be dead tired..
..but i tried going to cdc but they saw my tattoo and said im sorry we cannot send u on any interviews because of your tattoos..

hmmm.
im thinking..
is he poor because he is poor?
or is he poor because he didn't wanna work to feed himself.
it's not to me to judge i think. but.....
go figure =/

mood: not that great but thank god for new moon.
song playing: heart - stars